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Sunday, May 28, 2006

gosh. i'm sick today.
must have gotten it from my sis.
she's also sick. urghh.
got fever. and lyk dere's something stucked inside my throat.
canot really eat or drink.
its very pain u noe.

today, woke up at 10+ a.m.
but den, went to sleep back.
canot thn la.
feeling extremely cold.
my head feels lyk bursting.
my legs were lyk shaking.

den, when bathing.
dere's no hot water.
omg. its so cold.
i need warmness pls.
its so cold until my tears rolled down.
after bathing, felt lyk its getting worse.

den get ready to go out. to cp.
wid mom and sis.
i feel lyk wearing so many layers of shirt coz its just very cold.
den bla bla bla.
went to mcdonalds n eat.
but very pain. forced myself to swallow the food.
drink the coke also lyk very wad sia.
the coke tasted lyk cherry.
ewww. hate it.
den saw yi cong. omg, he's still so short.
hahas. he say i still very short.
idiot lars him.

k la. till here.
bubbyes.

-syakrazy]]*

; i scream my lungs out @
10:41 PM

Saturday, May 27, 2006

okies peeps.
for ure info.
if ure tagging at my flash box.
its a lil' bit crazy.
so if u tag and ure tag doesn't appear.
just press the 'r' which is refresh.
okaii.

-syakrazy]]*

; i scream my lungs out @
12:41 PM


wola peeps.
back to post again today.

today, no english tuition.
good lars. only got the maths in the morn.
during maths, i did my school maths holiday hw.
at least got someone to ask to.

so went home. den eat.
eat bread and drink coke.
den help mom to fry the rice.
den here i am using the comp.
later, going out.
to somewhere la.

to just some ppl out dere.
stop bothering my life.
fuck off la.

-syakrazy]]*

; i scream my lungs out @
11:58 AM

Friday, May 26, 2006

wola peeps.
long tyme nvr post.
'cause long tyme nvr use comp.
if use oso for a while only.
just check mail, den sis use the comp.
hmphs.

today, got back report book.
my results? hahs.
all sux 2 the max.

today is friday.
hrmms, remembered last yr.
when we took back our report books.
its on a friday also if i'm not wrong.
and at dat tyme, i was still wid hym.
it was lyk so sweet.
den after dat we went out.
haizz.
gosh, i'm still remembering him. why?
of coz, he won't like me anymore.
i miss him.

okie lerr. till here.
byes. =))

; i scream my lungs out @
9:54 PM

Sunday, May 14, 2006

wola.
hrmms. sorie for not posting for a few daes.
didn't get to use the comp.
wakakas. =))

hrmms.
dun really noe wad to post for today.
but today, is QUITE A BORING DAY.
okok larhs.
sit at home and watch tv onlie.

k larhs. till here.
buhbyes and tkcr. =))
nyte nytes. m0o-waRks.

-syakrazy]]*

; i scream my lungs out @
9:27 PM

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

hrmms.
DAMN FUCKED UP today.
CAN'T GO OUT.

hrmms. i'm just sitting at home.
got nth to do.
while they are having GREAT FUN.
urrhhs. WADEVER!

i HATE todayy.

-syaLOVEShim]]*

; i scream my lungs out @
4:26 PM

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

hee*
back to post again.
now, wishing for the best.
for.. tomorrow.!
wanna go out wid maria and qilah and some of her classmates.
to the movies.
wanna ask mum, but scared canot.
so, wait, and later den i ask.
hope so can.
pls pls pls. can pls. *peace*
wish me der best.
i really wanna go wid dem. =))
hrmms.

k lar. till here.
bb and tkcr.

-syaLOVEShim]]*

; i scream my lungs out @
7:01 PM


hrmms.
eating m&m minis now.
while chatting wid dis irritating farid.
i was like oh-my-god chatting wid hym.
he's da one making up stories abt me and him last tyme.
lyk fuck bodoh him. nabuey.
and now, he's lyk bothering me.
of wad i'm doing, where i go and for wad.
uhhs. ferget it.

just now, skool was okay.
very lil' ppl. the sec 3E and 3NA weren't skooling.
sat at parade square, directly..
can see him. feiq i mean. grrr.
seeing him was lyk, uhh, making me remember all the past.
maths paper was okay. agaknyer.
but my thinking was lyke.. uhh.
break time, went to canteen, bought milo and mit qilah.
she told me dat their plan today cancelled.
bcos, something happened.
i'm just so worried. i'm scared.
hope he's okayy. hrmms.

after skool, met mum and sis at bustop.
went to polyclinic after dat.
wait at the polyclinic until i kept on falling asleep.
haas. den went to loyang point.
ate mcdonalds.
den went to sheng siong bought some groceries.
den went home. already feeling really sleepy.
but reached home, became awake.
so used comp.

hrmms. k lar.
till here peeps.
bb n tkcr.

-syaLOVEShim]]*

; i scream my lungs out @
5:24 PM

Monday, May 08, 2006

hees. back to post.
wont post frequently.
just sometimes. when i'm free.
maybe will start posting more after the exams.
and our last paper is tmr.
maths paper 2 and art. omg.
haven't done my preparatory werk.
DEAD.

i'm kinda lazy wid editing blogs all dat.
so, maybe.. den i'll put my tagboard.
just wait. hee*
my profile also. later den i edit.
DAMN LAZY.

k, today. was geography paper.
and it was DAMN HARD.
grrr.
after the paper.
waste tyme in skool for a while.
den went to hougang mall.
ate kfc.
i dun really eat. only mar and qilah eat.
i only drink pepsi and took some of their cheese fries.
YUM YUM. =))
den farah came. wid renny.
den when we walked out of kfc.
dunnoe how, farah was seperated from renny.
me and farah went to 'THE BLUEZ'.
we bought the band.
something lyk friendship band.
mar and qilah went to city chain to buy mar's mum bdae present.
they bought a watch. DAMN NICE.
den we went to the neoprint place.
went to the machines but nvr took any neos.
took pics using mar's hp.
heehe! thanks mar.
den went to sant rolane to take sis' pants.
after taking, saw a boy who lost his mummy.
pity him, DAMN CUTE.
we accompanied him until an auntie came taking him.
glad the boy also noes the woman.
phew.

den we went to cp after dat.
walked round and round.
until damn tired.
den went to library.
saw my cuzz, adlina.
i mean, niece.
den saw ifa, omg.
HUGGED HER. cos i miss her so much.
as a frend kaes.
long tyme nvr see her.
den fahmy called me teletubbies, AGAIN.
den went outta library. went down the escalator.
saw ajra and frends.
hee! saw so many old frends.
we stayed standing at level 2 while i waiting for my mummy.
den saw ana, yana and frends at level 4 outside library.
wanna say hi to ana. but.
just scared dat she still thinks i'm an extra in a quarell.
even though i'm not involved.
so, i ferget abt it and ignored her.
den mummy and sis came.
so i left my frends and follow mummy.

haizz. thought of going out wid frends tmr.
wanna go watch movie.
dunno yet wad movie.
after the papers, went home and change clothes.
they planned. but, i dun tink i can go.
so, ferget it. gotta leave dem.
i had nvr go out wid them to the movies.
and i dun tink it will ever happen. =((

hmphs. k lars.
till here.
bubbyes and tkcr peeps. =))

-sya ]]*

; i scream my lungs out @
5:02 PM